December 31, 2011
Photo credit: Aileen Barrientos |
It’s
not official until you see your name in the list of runners invited to run the
country’s longest road ultramarathon.
The Bataan Death
March 160 organized by
retired Army general Jovenal “Jovie” Narcise a.k.a. “Baldrunner” is by
invitation only – almost elitist. It’s
one of the many reasons why a BDM
slot (with its promise of trophy, medal and the coveted finisher’s silver
buckle) while not necessarily the best ultramarathon in the country, is on the
Pinoy ultrarunner’s bucket list.
To
qualify for the BDM 160, it’s not enough that you’re able to pay the steep
registration fee of P5,000. You
must first and foremost have street cred and street cred means you’ve run at
least one 100KM ultramarathon in under 18 hours. There’s another qualification,
although unwritten -- you must not have had the misfortune of crossing the race
director or been caught violating the race rules in any of Baldrunner’s
events.
While
the first qualification is based solely on merit
as a runner, the second unwritten qualification is more subjective. Still,
veteran runners of Baldrunner events learn to keep their heads down and follow
Balrdrunner’s race rules to the letter. The
BDM 160 is after all, not just any run-of-the-mill ultramarathon. It is the longest individual road race
crossing three provinces (Bataan, Pampanga and Tarlac) and the only one with
historical significance as it traces the path of the infamous Death March after
the fall of Bataan in World War II.
Photo credit: Coleen Digman |
In
early October, I heaved a sigh of relief after seeing my name once again on
Baldrunner’s list of invited runners for the 2012 edition of BDM 160. This after my heartbreaking finish of
31:08:45 in the inaugural
BDM 160. The third spot in
the women’s podium was mine for the taking after the fourth woman dropped out
somewhere between KM 105 to 110. I
missed my shot for greatness by one hour eight minutes and 45 seconds, and I
have yet to forgive myself for letting that chance slip through my hands.
Despite
my initial failure, I find myself doing back to back long runs and racking up
weekly mileage reaching 80 to 100 kilometers per week and 145 kilometers by the
time I peak in the last three weeks of December.
The
2012 edition of BDM 160 will happen on January 28 and 29. The cut-off time is still 30
hours. While I’ve no great
expectations of a podium finish, I will try my best to shave at least two hours
from my record. But more
than besting my personal record, this 100-miler would be my last ultra before
finally starting a family and giving baby-making a serious shot.
Photo credit: Alex Badayos |
This
BDM 160 is a swan song of sorts before I retire from running impossible
distances. The more I
run ultra distances, the more I realize that it’s not the race distance that
intimidates you, it’s the amount of time, hard work, sacrifice and dedication
that scare you. The ultra
distance is more than just a jealous
mistress. It requires total
submission. It takes over
your life. This is how I
know that despite the myth of empowered women having it all – career, family
and a passion for running, raising babies and training for an ultramarathon do
not mix.
This
is why in my second shot at BDM 160 I am going for broke, literally and
figuratively. I’ve taken
three months off from the news anchor’s chair at TV Patrol Central Visayas to
have more time for running, cross-training and active rest and recovery in
three-week cycles.
Photo credit: Louie John Lood (With Eugene and MC Magsumbol) |
I
want to make it in the official list of runners who finished under 30 hours so
that someday when my kids Google BDM 160, after hearing my stories from the
road, they will see my name in the roster of road warriors, without need of footnote or explanation in the
race director’s report.